mlm yg sgt sdey..

konon nk jge dua ty insan yg d'syangi tp alih2 aty sendri yg skt..mna pilih bf kakak..
ble nk uat yg t'baek tok 2,2 org aty sndri yg skt..akak ajk kua aone ajk kua..mna nk plih??
kalo pilih aone tkt akak r'asa kalo pilih akak tkt aone yg t'asa..nnty ckp xnk kua ngan kwn2 dye..lastly 2 2 aq xg..aone kua kakak on kol.
aq alone....
second jelous ble tgok cpl kua..aq ngan aone jrng kua..mmg ktwnk s'uma tp dye always bz..sbb 2 aq da b'jnji ngan dri sndri cpt la aq msok stdy..aq dpt bzkn dri n xpkr sye sgt..cpt dpt kje..xder nk pkr dye sgt.
rnsu sgt2 nk lpk ngan dye..tp aq xboleh nk ckp2 ape2 nnty meti aq yg kne..
aq la emo ngan lelaki kalo gdo aq la terok xphm aone ksr ngan aone..luka kn dye..mmg sdey..coz or k'kdng xnmpk ape yg dye da uat kata q..
ape org nmpk aq 1 rmh ngan dye tp npe aq still nk kau ngan dye..pdahal 1 rumah.smua org boleh ckp ape edorng nk ckp kn??
tp aty kte je yg tawu..aq try nk open ngan aone..
but what i get i get ngative think from people..i don,t know y??
mybe i'm not perfct..but i still people wanna to be change to understanding my bf..but i stay get negative thinking from srrounding people..i so sad...but i try to be strong with my self..i know who i'm..pa yg aq uat e2 lah aq..aq bkn nk ngada ngan awk aone..but i need your xtenttion..adik pown nk rse pa yg cpl laen rse..
like udin get flowers from gf dye..ape dye uat..he happy n hrgai..tp b mcm nk xnk ja bnge 2..adik jdi mcm xtawu nk uat pa tok ambk aty b.mcmna nk uat b happy..coz what i do i awlays wrong..i don't understnd u and so on..
but wanna to try b!!
adik nk try..
nk try tok phm b..
but no body spport me..what i can do???
even u??
i try to b open with u..coz i don't nobody say me queen control..evan my hearts alway pain b!!
always..
but i try make my self happy..i try coz adik da lth nk phm org..
coz aty adik asyk skt ble adik nk jge aty org!!!
tp ape adik k uat..
adik lmh..adik mcm t'pksa spport dri adik sndri, happy kn dri adik sorng2 ngis ble adik mcm rndu b..
tp adik happy la ble adik dpt uat smua tok b..
wlaupown aty adik skt t'asa..adik bkn xjelous b..smua org bz tp dorng da msa tok org yg dorng syg..
tp ble adik ckp mcm 2 psti adik yg kne blik..adik xphm b..xphm kerjya b..i try da best 2 make u happy..adik xbk tgok b skt,adik xnk tgok b mody..adik xnk tgok smua 2..
even k'kdng adik t'asa..
adik t'pksa m'rjuk ngan b tok dpt xtention dri b..
xtawu la b..
adik happy tp aty adik tuhan ja tawu mcmna..
i'm r not perfct gurlz but still have feeling to people mnje kn adik..
2yg adik nk..
td adik t'asa ble akak ckp adk jom g gentng b trz bg respond n tnye ble..
tp adik ble adik tnye mcm 2 meti b ckp boring g sne..xtawu nk uat pa..
tp ble akak b jwb ngan penoh xcited..
i t'asa..
tp adik xleh uat pa dye kn kakak b..
:)
xpela klao b xleh happy kn adik adik akn try uat dri adik happy..xder spe dpt tawu pa adik rse skunk.. :)