nanti !!!

always tat's words i getting from u.
for me wat i want always u say nanti la..da msa laen la.
tp kalo kwn awk ok..no nnty, no tggu.
tp sye nanti la mcm2 lg..
sedih kn??sye rse sye mcm bkn ape2 tok awk..sbb sye nk kua ngan awk smua kne  bgthu tggu mse awk fre..tp kwn awk mcm ontime..if dorng nk kamo mudh ja dpt..tp sye??
sye pown xtawu mcmna nk trma.. :) xpela la awk..kalo awk rse kwn awk pntng tok awk xpela..sye kalo boleh nk diam ja xnk ajk awk xnk ssh awk ape2 xnk mnx tlong awk..tp sye k'kdng xboleh uat smua 2 sndri..msti nk mnx tlong awk nk da msa ngan awk..tp awk jrng nk pkr nk da msa ngan sye..sye ada ngan awk pown mcm xda jew awk uat..ckup s'kdr sye da dpn mta awk..tp awk xmcm xpkr ape yg sye nk dri awk.kalo kua ngan sye bb awk phone awk jam awk always awk akn tgok.sye k'kdng rse mcm sye pnjam ja awk..sye rse sye bkn mcm gf awk..sye rse sye mcm kwn awk ja..kwn yg awk rse ble prlu awk nk..

i can't understand ur self n ur family.. sorry

syang..sorry k..i never ever understand ur family..i try but i muist take time to understnd u n ur famly..i don't know either i can or not..coz i'm not stronger person to do all n accpt da new envrmnt..i know i stay wit u almost 5 years..but i still can understnad u...even your family..it hard 2 me to understnad u all.i'm so sorry..sometima i feel my self like ur maid..u never ever protect me.wat  ur family want  to do u juz look n quit.wat ur mission actual??u never ever talk or angry wit ur family .u juz quit n quit n quit..i very hard wit u dear...but wat can i do ??juz follow n follw..i hurt to understnd all feeling in da house sayang...very hard...i hope 1day u can understand me n my feeling..it's wat i pray everyday n my wish..

happy annvesary 5 years sayang...

sayang happy annvesary 5 year..adik always sayng b..n adik hope sgt2 kte akan kekeal smpai ble2 k..best kn kalo hbgn nie kkl smpai ble2..adik sayang awk....Happy annvesary.. :)

awk..boleh up date fb..tp mcg sye awk xsmpt.. :)

entah la :( seronok ble tgok kwn2 happy sweet ngan psgn msng2..tp sye??jrng dpt smua 2..awk bz..tp awk bole mcg kn??kalo awk xbz..awk smpt balz mcg2 kwn awk kat fb up date fb  tp kat sye nk blz mcg pown awk xsmpt..mybe snyi kowt sbb 2 pkr mcm 2..ermm.xpe la nk uat mcmna kn???kalo sye xdpt phm awk sorry k :)

pa mslh adik??setiap jam nk kne kol ke??

mybe juz leh  :) mcmnie..dpt words mcm 2 dri org yg kte syang..xpela kalo awk xselasa adik kol..adik akn try xkol awk,mcg ble awk yg mcg,.adik adik try.try tok uat mcm 2..coz adik xnk sakit aty ble dpt mcg mcm 2..adik kol coz nk tnye jew sal awk..tp ble awk ckp mcm 2 t'asa mcm kol adik xpntng taw..adik xtawu la mcmna nk phm awk,nk jge awk..kwn awk soh ambk aty awk jge awk..ok try..tp awk boleh bg word mcm 2..xpela..sorry..sorry kalo pggl dri adik uat awk rse semak,sorry kalo mcg adik awk rse serbt..sorry tok sglanyer..sorry hdr dlm hdp awk..sorry sgt2..kalo tuhan ambk nyawa sye satu ari nnty uatkn smua knangan kte 1 memory indh tok awk taw...

ape yg aq uat pasti ada yg xkne..

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xda niat nk uat smua org sakit aty ataupown gdo..
aq xpenah nk merunggut ape yg aq uat selam nie..
tp kalo ada yg xkne pasti kte akn rse skt aty..
coz aq manusia biasa yg penuh dgn persaan yg xdpt nk dielakkm..
tah la..
bila segla ckp aq punca dorng gdo aq jdi mcm da xterdya..tuhan sja yg tawu mcmna rsa aty nie ble aq xtawu ape yg aq uat...aq xda niat ape2 nk uat dorng gdo kew ape..
tp ble da kne mcmnie tah la..
aone .....
npe hbgn kte bnyk sgt dugaan?
kekdng adik sndri xmampu nk hdpi smua nie..
adik xphm b adik xreti erti joke..adik smua la..
adik da tawu mcmna nk ambk aty kamo nk phm kamo..
adik da xtawu mcmna..
adik ingt nk bwk dri ja..
nk focus kat stdy kerjya..
kalo da jodoh kte xkmna lah kte..
adik letih da pkrkn smua nie..
lth pkr mcmna adik nk jga aty smua org..ble adik jge aty org aty adik sndri yug skt..
sakit yg org xtawu mcmna sakitnya..adik da blur b, blur tok phm b blur segala2..adik k'kdng pkr adik xbaek tok b xbaek tok sglanya...adik nk mnx tym kat b tok adik knl blik spe bf adik...adik xtawu mcmna nkl curah kat kamo b..
adik xtawu da...
ape lg mslh paz nie yg allh akn dga kte..
tah la b..
adik pown da binggung da nk pkrkn smua nie..
:(

kalo sye berdoa kat allah psl awk mesti aty sye akan b'dbr2..

ya allah andai ape yg dye uat aq xtawu brikan lah petunjuk gr aq dpt tawu ape yg dye lakukn..
aq juga manusia biasa yg allh..
manusia yg ada persaan dan aty yg ingin mengethui ape yg d'lakukn oleh org yg d'syngi..
ya allh aq mohan ya allh tnjukkn lah pda ku ape yg aq xtawu ya allh..
aq mmg syg dye tp aq tkt aq xdpt tima ape yg dia lakukn..
tp aq akn kuatkn semngt ya allh s'andainyer ada ape2 yg akn b'laku d'khdpan ari nie..
:)