i can't understand ur self n ur family.. sorry

syang..sorry k..i never ever understand ur family..i try but i muist take time to understnd u n ur famly..i don't know either i can or not..coz i'm not stronger person to do all n accpt da new envrmnt..i know i stay wit u almost 5 years..but i still can understnad u...even your family..it hard 2 me to understnad u all.i'm so sorry..sometima i feel my self like ur maid..u never ever protect me.wat  ur family want  to do u juz look n quit.wat ur mission actual??u never ever talk or angry wit ur family .u juz quit n quit n quit..i very hard wit u dear...but wat can i do ??juz follow n follw..i hurt to understnd all feeling in da house sayang...very hard...i hope 1day u can understand me n my feeling..it's wat i pray everyday n my wish..